bored. . . . my name is spelled wrong, fran

used. abused, and generally fucked over.
have you ever felt that way? it seems like every relationship i involve myself in . . . i get totally fucked. i somehow seem to succumb to the other person's every need and end up carrying the entire fucked up mess . . . mentally, emotionally, physically, and financially. i'm so much more then a pretty face with a wallet. these things should be reciprocal, right?

does anyone have any suggestions as to how i can remedy this vicious cycle? any thoughts would be appreciated. seeing as earlier today i kicked out the monkey on my back for good.

i cant sleep and i hope none of you can either.
fuck off or read this.



i'd wager my hands are more skilled than they are beautiful